The life i wanted by now

I am a dreamer nor lost nor found. I am a dream still dreaming.

 When I was in high school I wanted 5 kids by the age of 25. My dream. I'm now almost 28 with no other half and no kids. Don't ask my why but since I was little that has always been my life goal. My dream was to always have a big family. They say your dreams are put in your heart for a reason and i believe it. I wanted a big mysterious farm house with no white picket fence. A house where it has so many rooms you could get lost in them. A house that is painted different colours so it is eye catching from the street. I wanted a big library that was covered in books that filled the walls up and down each way you turned. I wanted two girls and three boys so the boys could look after the girls growing up. I wanted a kitchen with an island where social activities could be held like dinner parties, murder mystery's and more. I wanted two Australian Shepard's, two guinea pigs and a hypoallergenic cat. No goats, maybe some chickens. The backyard would be an oasis for animals galore filled with plants and flowers and trees you name it! I would also love to have a large swimming pool if life was so kind. I wanted to already be doing the job of my dreams: preforming. I wanted to be on stage. 

 I am currently trying to create the life of my dreams. I'm going confidently going straight in that direction to achieve all the goals i wanted to in life. I owe it to myself to achieve my dreams. I believe in the magic of my own imagination and I will never out age being a dreamer. Dreams don't expire, there's no timeline or deadline for when you have to achieve them. The only thing that matters is your willingness to keep them alive. No matter how unrealistic it may seem, its going to happen. 

All i know is, by now  I at least wanted to have my own place.